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"Maybe" she said, maybe too late,
Maybe less may be more,
Maybe its yes and i'm unafraid
What maybe may be for. "I dunno" she said, I don't know what for,
I don't know what "I don't know" means,
I do know one thing, what my heart is for, and what my love really means. If only "Yes" would grace your lips
or flicker in your sunset eyes,
If only I knew what I had missed
I would have rolled the dice If only she knew what my morning longs for,
if only she knew where her heart lies,
If only she'd listen to it more and more,
One fine day, she'll realise. That i'm an answer and not a question
to keep it running in her mind
which has no answer to her question
which only her heart can bear to find. If only she knew what my night hungers,
if not only for her smile,
would she stay and continue to linger?
Forever is only awhile. How I wish that June will stay
and we'll have July too,
and August, if only I stop drifting away
and come running back to you. I have none other nor will there be another,
and none other i will have,
Will you ever be my half and much better
To love, to hold and to have? She'll smile the only smile she could,
and yeah I know already,
Eventhough her eyes say " Definitely, yes!"
She'd say "Maybe. Just maybe." | |
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I am winter's winter.
You are spring's spring.
I am with those that wither.
You are with those that sing. I am the starving paper.
You are that drop of ink.
I am the clown of never.
You are the moon I drink. I am in my heartstorm severed.
You are the butterfly's wings.
I am in the claws of rapture.
You are its poisonous sting. I am an arrow of rancor.
You are the drawn bowstring.
I am the fallen chevalier.
You are the oath I bring. I am your hurt's locker.
You are its key turning.
I am walking on daggers.
You are in tears smiling. I am guilty as ever.
You are innocence's sin.
I am without laughter.
You are raining within. You are the eve in forever.
You are the her in together.
You are with another.
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Sitting on a granite throne, I gaze at at the worlds strangers. Queenly peacocks parade while proud roosters march. Mother hens and duckling quacks and dawdle. Swift swallows take flight feet barely touching the ground, restlessly waiting. Other hawks perched atop their thrones with eyes that wanders but does not stray. A penguin scuffled down the cement carpet with her precious egg wrapped within her. And then, I realized how great it would be if I'm not a bat. A neither nor of either world. An in-betweener. A hypen among words. A non-existant pause in speech. A memory that is no longer there. A void in a sea of air. A blink in a lifetime of stares. If only I wasn't a bat, I would then be human. Posted via LiveJournal.app. | |
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why did I stop writing
when writing did not stop me, why did I stop thinking
when thinking does not stop me, why did I stop breathing
when breathing did not stop me, why did I stop living
when living did not stop me. Posted via LiveJournal.app. | |
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Her sigh lay across her lips, lifeless, singing to wayward silence's deaf ears. Serenades as her tears caresses his heart, irregardless. Every breath was her rain on his embers. Every heartbeat was muffled thunders biting its own tongue. Vagrant fingers sailed the consuming waves of her cascading twilight, lost in its euphoria, starless. They found solace in the vast opaline shores, gasping for her intoxicating violent quivers. She gives and gives in and he cruelly delivers. One- winged hearts found each other flightless in their primal thirst. Riding nightmares in a dreamless curse. Their carriage of lust, an obliging vengeful hearse. Never forever his and forever never hers. | |
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I have to arrest you, you innocent felon,
you have the right to remain silent,
anything you say or do, will be used without lenience,
against you, you floating black dandelion,
you slip addictions in the form of poetic talents,
this parade of poes, shakespeares and helens,
wordsmiths tempering eloquent irons,
if you are the convict, then why am i imprisoned? | |
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with frost and snow comes yet aglow,
a starless sky, a lonesome crow,
the shadows yawn, they do not sow,
the peacock drags its pride in tow,
against the slither that twists and teases,
defy the whisper of a thousand hisses,
silence rains, day and night kisses,
the clock struck twelve but one it dismisses,
what swarms the light yet hastens the slow,
what stills the oars, they do not row,
let moan the string, so arches the bow,
let go the sting, deny the arrow,
the heart it seeks, it always misses,
a fool's romance of eight years ago,
as a broken violin's fiddle so caresses,
empty air, so the moondrunk, his sorrow. | |
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as i stumble across the path of logic and rationality, i found myself yearning for my insanity... that insatiable lust for impossible possibilities... that derailment that lends you wings to crash against the welcoming clouds of the obscure... it drains me to be caught in this web of squares... to make my curves into edges that does not fit this hole in my chest... i'm starting to doubt myself... like a familiar stranger, this dream was given no face but a mask of anonymity... a smudge of memories... a blur of happenstances... and so i was caught in between cents and my senses.... with a collar of dollars around my neck... it's only a matter of time... only a matter of time. | |
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Under the rumbling cries of mercy, I wander in my thoughts, a stranger. Embraced by the open arms of unyielding warmth that was foreign to me. The curtain of dawn lifts and with it the mask I showed the world as silent bliss awoke within my troubled heart. Her tiny fingers stirred a storm within me and it scarred a smile on my face and littered rain on my cheeks. I was lost then and I am lost now. In a book called life. Posted via LiveJournal.app. | |
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I see you in the morning's smile,
I see you in the cresent's grin,
I hear you when the thunder laughs,
I hear you when the shy rain sings,
I feel your gaze upon the stars,
I feel you dance upon the wind,
Even when I believed you've gone,
You'll always appear from within. Posted via LiveJournal.app. | |
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